Welcome to my Crazy World

Welcome to my crazy world. I bet what made you click on my blog was the Title. Well I am hear to tell you that although we are in quarantine during this covid world, I have a lot to share with you when it comes to my life experiences. I may look like a small town girl, which I am, but I have learned a thing or two in the thirty two years I have been alive so far.

Hi, my name is Antonietta. Ant for short. I am 32, live in the a small town in Canada, I am Italian. My parents are immigrants from Italy. I have two much older brothers than I. One is married with three kids, and one is divorced, living with his recent girlfriend and he has one kid from his previous marriage.

I am in a relationship of two years, going on three. No kids at the moment. I am very happy now in my relationship. Lets be real, every relationship has its ups and downs and some are worse than others. But my recent love has been amazing to me to say the least.

Now you may think, 'wow this girl sounds really happy'. Well it took me a long ass time to get where I am now. And that came with a huge price, because after all the emotional trauma I have been through over the years, I suffer greatly from anxiety, and some minor depression. Which I know came from the traumatic situations I have been in.

So I am pretty much what you call "normal" now a days. I mean what person has no issues at all in this day and age? Lets be real here, no one is perfect. No such thing. I know that. Do you know that? Well I am telling you, NO ONE is PERFECT.

Not only have my dating experiences before current life has been a whirl wind, but my family is pretty crazy too. My Dad could be my grandfather (he is 76) and I don't get along with my mother since at a young age. Maybe that's where I get my craziness or insanity from.

For those of you wondering wear the 'panty-less' came from. Well as I get further into my past experiences you will understand that sex is a topic I love to talk about. Lets be real, life would be boring without it. I know you are nodding your heads.

So welcome to my world, I am looking forward to you getting to know me my beautiful readers. Don't forget to subscribe so you don't miss out on a post. You never know what topic I will bring up next and if you relate send me a message! You are not alone! xo

 


 

Comments

  1. Julie Anne The Saltlife WifeSeptember 25, 2020 at 3:31 PM

    Glad you decided to open up and share your life experiences girl!

    ReplyDelete
  2. Julie Anne The Saltlife WifeSeptember 25, 2020 at 3:31 PM

    Glad you decided to open up and share your life experiences girl!

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Thanksgiving Festivities or lack there of

 Every year for thanksgiving, we have been going to my oldest brothers place for the holiday. Well this year with COVID, we aren't going ANYWHERE. In Ontario, Canada, the government has advised the public to refrain from going to other peoples homes to celebrate thanksgiving. For those of you who don't know, Canada celebrates Thanksgiving usually the second weekend of October, mainly because it gets colder up hear quicker so our crops and farming ends a bit earlier than the United States.  Let me be blunt, this year has totally sucked. I am sure a lot of you agree with my opinion. What is horrible is that people are dieing, that are not related to COVID, and a lot of families are losing time with those loved ones because COVID is keeping the family members away. This is devastating. Think about that, if someone has an illness not related to COVID at all, they are losing precious memories with their loved ones, all because the government is restricting gatherings of even your i...
Read more

Dealing with Death during COVID

Image
 Hello to my gorgeous readers! I have been on a tiny break due to a death in my family. My boyfriend lost his second grandmother in less than six months of losing his first grandmother all during this COVID life (both Nonna's did not pass from COVID). As if this year could not get any worse, it does. It is truly amazing how much one person can take until their body just can't take any more.  My Boyfriends family is Italian like mine so we share a lot of the same traditions. Italian funerals are usually extravagant. Tons of flowers, line ups of people coming to give respects. Our "normal" process of a death takes up to three days. Two days consists of the family coming to the funeral home, and spends all day there receiving peoples condolences/respects. Then the third day is the funeral. If the family is huge you don't get a break. You sit there in front of the casket and shake peoples hand and you say thank you as they look at you with remorse, but that was before...
Read more

The Sound of Music

Image
 When was the first time you ever heard a tune play? For me my mother used to play music throughout her pregnancy with me. Coming out of the womb I knew off by heart all the oldies tunes. My mom is the type of stay at home mom and wife who always had the radio on in the kitchen growing up. When I was little, she would always be singing, and she still does, as shes baking something in that kitchen. Which let me tell you does not help my diet I am on currently with my liver issues. But I still manage to resist, for the sake of my liver of course. I grew up with much older parents. My brothers are twenty years older than me. When I was just a little girl they were dating. So I spent a lot of time alone by myself, playing on my own. I had an amazing imagination. But the one thing that I spent hours doing was listening to music in my room, and playing "Concert", which basically entailed me to dress in a sexy (or what I thought was sexy at 10 years old, relax it was just a t shirt ...
Read more