My Big Question
A lot of you don’t know that although I was born into a protective Italian family, my siblings are nearly double my age. My mom had me later in life at 35 years old, whereas she had my brothers at 17 and 19 years old. Mom always wanted a girl and after having her second son at 19 years old (her first son she had at 17), she kept trying for me, but she did not get pregnant again with me until she was 35. Huge gap, and what are the odds after all this time. Makes me really think that God wanted me here for a reason, but what I do not know yet. Since I was little, I never felt a source of fitting into my family. I was always the youngest by far and couldn’t do much with my older brothers since they were in a different age range than me. I mean they could be my bloody fathers, with a 19 year age difference to me. My dads side of the family I was the youngest cousin, everyone else was around my brothers age, so I had no one really on his side to play with whenever there we...